--some people say I am pretty easy going, and its true, I don’t get angry too often nor am I aggressive (unless you push on my pet peeves on purpose, then I'll burst)......some others says I’m cool or fun, (and even more chill when high), but then again some say i can be pretty annoying, stupid, and the list goes on a few more words...I don't know why, and it's bad, but sometimes I am such a freggin spazz and random it can either be hilarious, or just "WTF??",sometimes in real life, a person just sees me and think to themselves "i really don't like that kid" and every time they are asked why, they say "I don't know, and no he never even talked to me, but I just really don't like him" (I know because my friends over heard that dialogue a lot of times....I’m not sure, but i have that effect on people).There are kinks to my personality. XP---apparently...it seems I don't like myself..what..the fuck is up with that? I don't know =_= --I like fun people, or interesting people. --i really hate being misunderstood in a negative way and being deprived of the right to explain myself....i can't help it. --hey...I’m not perfect, seriously I ain't --I’m no saint either (as in i sin, and i say stupid stuff, and i do stupid things) --I think of a lot of things, but the fact is that some of my thoughts get replaced and i forget as much as i Think up new stuff......but then I remember the forgotten stuff and i end up daydreaming and losing myself in my mind. --I’m a bit of a loner even thoguh I do have friends, it's a strange thing.--I’ve been told once that I’m a bit naive O_O --I really don't like people who read too deep into what I'm saying and become paranoid idiots, then start saying I'm trying something...or that I’m hiding something. It ticks the hell out of me. --Getting wasted is fun but scary --If anytihng, I am open, yet distant, but even more open still.-- Let's see...if it were to be with a group of people, or even better, one on one, I could be one of the best people to talk to, but in a biig group I don't function that well. If i get you I'm good with it, and if I don't, if you are patient with me and let me understand you by talking to me i will soon enough (see I don't mean I'll change completely (even though I don't care about being or not being fake, it doesen't matter to me), but i'll adapt my own personality little by little, it's not being a person pleaser, it's jsut I know how to mold my own personality at times. I am myself either way, but my definite personality is mixed)--I've got a good sense of restrain.....but I dunno, sometimes I slip --hmmmm I like to have people to talk to, whether its about random things or things they want to talk about (I'm not much of a convo starter so I like random people ^^ they are fun --i guess i could say that I’m a hoe for a good laugh O_o -- see, I could give attention to what you/he/she/they think of me, but thing is, if it's jsut a fixed impression where you're stuck thinking negatively, then fuck you, really, I don't stand still for those who can't look all around. both forward, back, and sides as well as outside and inside --I can't say I'm too different from others.....there would be no point in that, and as I HAVE let others decide for me, "they" (teachers, firends, parents, strangers in real life) do think I'm different =| in both great and bad ways --I would never kill a good relationship, really, I wouldn't have a need for it --My Belgian/french accent is so thick sometimes I can hear it and i go "...damnit!!"--I'm not much of a rebel, I'm not against the very....veeeery frequeant>> "I AM ME, Y'ALL CAN'T CHANGE ME, Y'ALL NIGGAS DON'T KNOOOW SHIIIIT!!" thang ... so i guess that yes, I am who I am, but there is allways a place for change (for my own sake, i may need it)...but seriously ...prissy little people who piss and moan about how they are never going to change a signle aspect of their lives may as well be old farts...for whome it is presumed that it's too late to make a difference in their life by changing...am I right or what? --I don't appreciate...no...I loath being ignored exept if I know im being a prick --i like music
(well..yeah, and now i gotta start appreciating who sings it cuze i never acctually gave a shit) --i dig videogames with a passion like UGH!! and that would be the end of the story.--------------- -------------- ----------------- --------------------- ------------------ -------------------
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