Life is ok. It is still a little confusing and painful, but I think it will be getting better soon. I just have a feeling in my gut. My ex loves me still, and I still care for her. But I can't do an internet thing again. I just can't do it. But she's trying to come to college here where I am. If that does happen, it will be awsome. She and I have always been...interesting. We know each other better than anyone else. And we have always gotten along. If we are able to get together in life, I might just go crazy. To have her around would absolutly rock. But rigth now, like I said, I can't do an internet thing. In life I'm having no luck. There are actually a couple women I'm interested in. One doesn't think of me and I know I have just about nop shot with her. It's fine. I've excepted it. I'm fine with just being her friend. The other I'm a friend with also. But recently we have gotten alot closer in our friendship. But I'm pretty sure that's not gonna happen either. So like I said, life is ok. Not bad, but definatly not good either. Ok ttyl peoples.
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