the place that i've come to fear the most - it's deafening. the house that i do call home. the place that leaves me hopeless with my future but who knows. i know i'm worth more but sometimes i think i will end up the same. either that or i will live my entire life fighting it. this is the last time. i don't want to complain anymore. music is my life my spirits become high as a i listen to every melody and thought the creator posessed. it reminded me twice that i was alive. everything does. i can feel whatever at any time. i need to think of something happy, funny... done. i can. i know love will come my way. one day i will be open to it. to it all, in fact. nothing will be shut out to me. even thought the moment passed me by i still can't turn away. i let a potential love pass me by once but i know i will get other chances. i've felt a hint of it. i've felt close to someone. so i know i can. that is half the battle. scars are souviners you never lose. your past is never far. so thank you for my scars. i'm a better person for them. i believe knowing the depth of pain can help you know how high happiness can make you feel. the lies, they talk to you. i think guilt can get back at you more than anyone expects it to. sometimes i can feel badly about things that i never thought my conscience would catch. what's the point in trying? nothing's changing anyway... i think things can change if it is wanted badly enough. the world gets in the way... definitely. what's the point in all this scheming... no one's listening anyway... omg i love brandi carlile. calm my head whenever the storm blows. when the star and the moon and the sky fall through i throw them all away! i would throw them all awaaay. am i restless? i can go forward. i will work for everything i've ever wanted. i'll get there. reach for the sky and roots to the sea. o sweet lungs don't fail me now. your burning has turned into fear! im moving quick but you're always on my heels.
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hoy es el once de agosto y no quiero ir a la escuela! nunca! al menos, no tengo muchas cosas hacer... pero estoy ocupada con todo. mi amigo, jake, mi esposo futuro, saldra este miercoles para georgia! lo echare de menos mucho! tengo divertido con el pero en realidad me lo gusta mucho. es extrano pero yo pienso que no es el tiempo ahora para nosotros estar juntos. pero yo se que el tiempo vendra. hoy yo, jess, y erin fuimos al salem para un concierto de rock con 3 bandas. fue divertido pero no quiero ir alli. hay no cura ahora y yo me gustaba el viejo. pienso que la iglesia esperara para mi. es vale... pero adios para ahora
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